Break Down

I break down in the middle and lose my thread
No one can understand a word that I say
When I break down just a little and lose my head
Nothing I try to do can work the same way

Any time it happened I'd get over it
With a little help from all my friends
Anybody else could see what's wrong with me
But they walk away and just pretend

When I break down

I break down in the middle and lose my thread
No one can understand a word that I say
When I break down just a little and lose my head
Nothing I try to do can work the same way

Where are all the friends who used to talk to me
All they ever told me was good news
People that I've never seen are kind to me
Is it any wonder I'm confused

When I break down, when I break down

Freedom, freedom, we will not obey
Freedom, freedom, take the wall away
Freedom, freedom, we will not obey
Freedom, freedom, take them all away

~Alan Parsons Project~

[Persephone]

Well, I'm here for whatever it's worth. I like the lyrics. They suit.

Burning Heart

Does it feel the same
When he calls your name
And does it feel the same
When you play the game of love

When he holds you tight
Does it feel alright
Just like it used to do
When I was with you
Making love to you

This burning heart of mine
It still hurts after all this time
This burning heart in me
Won't let me be

After all this time
You're still on my mind
I just can't seem to find
The peace of mind I need so bad

Won't let me be

Won't let me be

Won't let me be

[Persephone]

Through The Never

Metallica


All that is, Was and will be
Universe much too big to see Time and space never ending
Disturbing thoughts, Questions pending
Limitations of human understanding
Too quick to criticize
Obligation to survive
We hunger to be alive
All that is, Ever
Ever was
Will be ever
Twisting
Turning
Through the never
In the dark, See past our eyes
Pursuit of truth no matter where it lies
Gazing up to the breeze of the heavens
On a quest, Meaning, Reason
Came to be, How it begun
All alone in the family of the sun
Curiosity teasing everyone
On our home, Third stone from the sun
All that is, Ever
Ever was
Will be ever
Twisting
Turning
Through the never
On through the never
We must go
On through the never
Out to the
Edge of forever
We must go
On through the never
Then never comes
All that is, Ever
Ever was
Will be ever
Who we are
Ask forever
Twisting
Turning
Through the never Never

Yep.

[Persephone]

Yep.



I love you.

I love you.


It can't rain forever.

[Persephone]

I love you.


It can't rain forever.



Tears of the angels? Even angels have other things to do in time.

There are things that love can't fix. The only other thing I have to give is time.

There are things that love can't fix. The only other thing I have to give is time.




Sometimes it is cold. Sometimes I shiver, and then I realize it is only imagination. Nothing is real.

Tiger is/was right.

[Persephone]

Sometimes it is cold. Sometimes I shiver, and then I realize it is only imagination. Nothing is real.

Tiger is/was right.



Nothing is real except what we make real. There are always choices. Love is the ultimate act of the imagination. What is real about it, what is allowed to have an impact, that is entirely up to you.

What is real about it, what is allowed to have an impact, that is entirely up to you.




Not to be contentious, and considering the track record, but...bullshit. Unless you adhere to the "control" philosophy.

How many people do you know that "allow" things to happen? The vast majority of this planet are nomads.

[Persephone]

Not to be contentious, and considering the track record, but...bullshit. Unless you adhere to the "control" philosophy.

How many people do you know that "allow" things to happen? The vast majority of this planet are nomads.



Whatever...I only meant that not everything has to be meaningless just because most everything turns out to be other than what is expected or desired.

I only meant that life is only meaningless if you choose to live it that way.

I only meant that I don't know what the hell else I can say when you say things like "nothing is real."

I only meant that I don't know what the hell else I can say when you say things like "nothing is real."

Oh.

[Persephone]

Oh.


Asshole. :)

Asshole. :)


You have no idea how much I needed that. ;D

[Persephone]

You have no idea how much I needed that. ;D



I could tell you were begging for it. :-*

You guys have a neat connection. I am a little jealous. All I have is an affinity for eating Christians. Guess I'll go over and do that.


<sigh>

[Persephone]

You guys have a neat connection. I am a little jealous. All I have is an affinity for eating Christians. Guess I'll go over and do that.


<sigh>



I had no idea anyone else appreciated the love that goes into bitching him out. Thanks for noticing. :D

You guys have a neat connection. I am a little jealous. All I have is an affinity for eating Christians. Guess I'll go over and do that.


<sigh>


She is equally as evil to me via email as she is here. Don't let that "southern" bullshit get ya.

[Persephone]

She is equally as evil to me via email as she is here. Don't let that "southern" bullshit get ya.



Evil meaning....?

I have no idea what you mean. I am nothing if not filled with charm and decorum.

Addendum: She's a canary in a coal mine.

[Persephone]

Addendum: She's a canary in a coal mine.




What does this mean? I venture into places unfit for human habitation?

Okay. I'll buy that. :-* :-*

Addendum: She's a canary in a coal mine.




What does this mean? I venture into places unfit for human habitation?

Okay. I'll buy that. :-* :-*


edge of night, distract yourself
obstacles don't work
homogenize
decentralize
it's just a quirk

different ways to see you through
all the same in the end
peculiar star, that's who you are
do you have to win?

[Persephone]

edge of night, distract yourself
obstacles don't work
homogenize
decentralize
it's just a quirk

different ways to see you through
all the same in the end
peculiar star, that's who you are
do you have to win?





This made me wonder...is it about winning? I don't think it ever has been for either of us. There is no winning because there is no losing. I've already won. Whatever happens tomorrow, I've won. I had today.

Just a random thought...

This made me wonder...is it about winning? I don't think it ever has been for either of us. There is no winning because there is no losing. I've already won. Whatever happens tomorrow, I've won. I had today.

Just a random thought...


No. It's just a quirk. Distract yourself.

Obstacles don't work.

[Persephone]

No. It's just a quirk. Distract yourself.

Obstacles don't work.



:)

[Meshuga Mikey]

NOTHING IS REAL??-----strawberry fleece forever